A walking disaster

I got so pissed drunk i screamed at the sea with all the might i had for the 1st time in my life.
I lamented about how unfair life was, to my friends whom i havent seen for quite some time.
I made a statement about how difficult life can be overseas; something that i didnt believe they can comprehend unless they experience it for themselves.
I held everyone back for a good hour or two till the sun came out and we went for breakfast.
I took consolation that in times of need like these, people whom i regard as friends take such good care of me. A big thank you to my best mate, Alvin. Rita, for being there when i least expect you to should.
I have no regrets i drank that day, i wont have qualms getting pissed drunk yet another time.
I let myself loose that day, allowing all that has been kept within to be let out, for good or bad.
I let the tears flow, heart to bleed, because at the end of it all...
I know i will be renewed with a new sense of being to face yet another vicious cycle of life.

I've been waiting for the chance to reunite this sick romance.

It was unbelievable to hear from you so soon after a rightful mention the night before. What can i say? Coincidences?
I am glad to be recognized to be someone of importance even after such a long time.
It was heartwarming to receive your message asking for a meet up before you leave for yet another long trip.
We might have ended on a sour note, but to see you making an effort to set things right again, it made me realized that you were still the you i once knew..
It felt good that it was not a mistake from the beginning.

I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief

Where are you when you ought to be there.
Why do you always sound like there is something to hide.
What is it that binds us together.
When do i know what to believe in.

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown.