The Take Over, The Break's Over

Say goodbye to everyone

I would like to give a honorable mention to everyone that i have known here; whom might not be here when i return the following year... You know who you are....

No matter how brief my encounter with you might be, its been nice knowing you.

Memories of you

For my friends whom have bothered to stay in touch with me even though i am far away, a big thanks, i be back soon enough. Again, you know who you are...

Baby, seasons change but people dont.

In a few hours time, the exams will officially be over, for me at least.
In a few days time, i be on the flight home for summer.
In a few weeks, i be complaining of boredom of having nothing to do.
In a month, i will be eager for an holiday.
In a couple of months, i be back in Perth doing the same routine.
In a year or two, i probably be used to the life and stop complaining.

The either of looking forward is stupid, because people change all the time.
At the start of exams, u just hope it ends quickly so u can start enjoying. But when it ends, u realised u have got nothing to keep u busy.

You look forward to going home, but u realised that by going home, u get the temporary satisfaction of seeing everyone again, doing things u like to do, then what?

When the day looms nearer to flying back, u feel that there isnt sufficient time to do the things u want, and regret not spending time more effectively.

The more you hope, the greater the disappointment.

I have learnt not to hope, because hope should not exist.

But then, i just cant help but hope.

Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive.

Poems 2007

Number 1
Hello there,

I need you by my side where,

The darkness and the feeling-less reside,

I need you here and always,

Your smile makes this all so worth it.

I put everything on the line,

Just so you will come by.

So hear me out tonight, selfishness aside,

Not to fight, to hell with the wrongs and rights.

It will just be you and I, today, tonight.

Number 2

I am holding on.

Listening to the music being sung,

The lyrics sad,

Makes it hard for me to be glad.

I grabbed a light,

Hoping it would make me feel alright.

Then you came by,

Sat right on the table by my side.

You were wearing black,

Makes it hard to figure out who’s that.

I wasn’t high,

I did not want to be just another guy.

As the night went by,

Never were you let out of my sight.

The feeling stayed,

Never thought it would last this long this way.

Moving on,

I knew it was time to make feelings known.

I didn’t care,

I knew I had to make something happen tonight, this day.

I was quite shy,

I didn’t dare look in your eyes.

I am falling off and I don’t know why….

Analysis

I suppose whenever i post something out, it means the thing has passed, no longer of concern, no longer of importance.
I guess this is no exception.

I told myself I won't miss you