Off the Key of Reason.

To all whom i have loved.
I wish you well.
It was good while it lasted, now let the hate begin, its only right.
Remember the laughter, cause you will not come close to it again.
Remember the places, cause it will never feel the same again.
Remember those times, cause its never coming back.

My time with you has taught me well, even if its not for the right things.
As much as i can love, i can hate with all my heart.

I am human, i reason with myself on a per second basis.
If i do not think, what difference am i from an animal.
Yet when i do, i tend to keep thoughts to myself,
resulting in a vicious cycle that goes round in cycle.

I find solitude in writing, even if it does not make sense to just anybody.
It gives me an avenue to write my thoughts.
A space where my darkest emotions can be let out.
An environment where no one judges,
Off the key of reason he says,
Lets go back to the basics.

I have loved and hated.
This is love, they say.
I am not here to argue that, in fact, i should sadistically say i love every second of it.
This cycle has lead me to be who i am today.
I am proud of what i have become.

I am never letting go of the hatred, the bad, the ugly and the evilness.
But i believe in new beginnings, new perspectives, and starting life afresh.

To those who stand by me in the darkest of moments,
I give you the best that i can offer, nothing less.
In you, i learn what love can be, what it means, and what greatness we can get out of it.