Saturday, June 9, 2007

Poems 2005

Chanced upon some stuff i wrote 2 years back. Enjoy.

Deny No More

Deny no more, nothing was wrong.

Last night a dream its wasn’t,

A crime it was not.

Nothing was wrong.

No one was at fault.

There was no wrong but a bond.

All I know was a dream was for gone,

A new one formed.

Remorse?

None I thought,

For all I did was want you to be mine,

So I thought.

Hurt?

I know you fought,

But yet all the more I forced.

Now you feel lost,

In denial of what went on.

Things may change,

Expectations may fall.

All I want is you to be mine,

Through it all.

Dreams of yours dashed,

But new ones will form.

Together you shall walk with me,

Down the path of life my wife,

For now you are my one and all.


Love At First Sight

I thought love was never coming my way,

Till we met on that fateful day.

On the first day of school,

I saw you,

It was as if seeing a stranger,

With a strange hairdo.

The next thing I knew,

I was in the same class as you.

I thought ‘gosh, this couldn’t be true,

Why would I be so unlucky to be in the same class as you?

Never did I knew,

That what I said would be so untrue.

After school you made the first move,

Asking me what shampoo I used.

I was never more amused.

That staged the platform for Day two.

On Day two I was on the lookout for that girl with a red hairdo.

Constantly looking around to catch a glimpse of you,

Wondering what’s there for me to do.

Time passed like it never use to.

From strangers to friends we became,

Forming a bond that would never change.

As we went on our separate ways,

I couldn’t help but wonder if things could have been a different way.

For two years I hoped and prayed,

That somehow this friendship could be saved.

I was a bastard in many ways,

I guess that is how,

When I show my jealous face.

The darkest days of my life,

Was living without you by my side.

Many things happened during that time,

But somehow I can’t recall them when I start to write.

All I care now is you,

Being by my side,

All else doesn’t matter as long as that’s satisfied.

I finally put in pen and paper how its like,

To know you from the start of college life.

I didn’t know it would sound so nice,

Till I read it out as I type this lines.

I finally know what its like,

To be in love at the very first sight.


Missing You

Darkness covers the sky at night.

Everyone sleeps in the absence of light.

Yet I lay awake,

Basking under the moonlight,

My mind’s swirling inside,

My eyes opened bright.

What could possibly be bothering me tonight.

I thought about everything that could possibly be bothering me alright!

It seems as if everything could not be more right,

Until your name came to light.

All became crystal clear at that sight.

I am missing you unknowingly every night.


The Sunrise

The sun rise,

The glaring lights.

I woke up and realized,

Love’s strange,

There’s no why.

The phone rang,

I got your reply.

All lines,

Telling me there’s no time.

I feel fine,

Left alone to die.

All this,

Makes me learn how to survive.

How’s life?

Is it all good at your side?

Never mind,

There’s no need to reply.

It just makes things worse each time.

Alright,

Good bye.

I am still a kid inside.

I will get over it each time.

This aint no crime,

I am breaking down as time goes by.


Friday, June 8, 2007

Honey why you calling me so late?

I am red like a lobster now. I didnt know that cycling can do such damage to the skin.
PS : I skipped work today. There are like piles of work on my table now, but who cares, i am like the only one clearing the bloody lot, when it should be everyone's job!

Wow, i received an sms from her! sent from HK. After reading, it feels like she was just trying to use up her prepaid credits, because it sounded so lame, uncalled for, and totally retarded. Ok, i am not trying to be a bastard here, but it is seriously the case i tell you. She was flying back today, so probably had some unused credits, might as well dispose of it somehow. Ya, it doesnt help that she is online, back in SG while i am typing this entry.

Yeah, so i dedicate this heading to her, Honey why you calling me so late? (Hinder - Lips of an Angel). The reason why i am so sceptical abt it is because we havent been keeping in contact for the past weeks. She was busying having her own fun, and i was with my own life. So it is totally hypocritical when she sent that sms. But who cares, whatever her intention was. So let it be.

My dear Pam has been calling me EmoBoy for sometime now(she says i need to give her credits), but thats just a part of me. I think life has alot to offer for people my age. Basically its just a whole new phrase of life that i am going through. I hope this continues, cause i do not want to be sucked back into that pit of self pity, hurt, and grief again.

So long live the car crash hearts
Cry on the couch all the poets come to life
Fix me in 45